我已没有借口　只能放手　不能奢求　你说爱我

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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

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hmm..been a long time since i last blog. life's tiring on my side..everidae werk n werk n werk.. its drainin off my slpin n personal time. bt is oso gd la..so that i ve no time for those unnecessary things. jus realise tt certain things once u hv lost it, u wun get it back. no matter hw hard u try or hw much u hv changed or willing to listen, it doesnt matters nw. bt well tis is a lesson i've learn n i learnt it in a hard way. well, i guess i gonna work hard for my career! this world is all about money.. even e ugliest n fattest woman with e most money wins e game. its all about $$! materialistic-practical world. i dun need to b pretty or have a gd character, money can mk me pretty! n wads more, money can make a bad person looks gd. a poor person doesnt hv a much say. sadly.

please believe me again at 11:41 PM

Y
Monday, July 16, 2007

也许遇见你是个错...

当你为她戴上幸福的头盖
我含泪祝福你有美的未来
想飞到千里外
期待一切重来
想洗去你对你的所有依赖

我会选择离开
微笑告别伤害
错在我们身处不同的时空

i guess its time to let go of everything ba.. shldn't hv pin for ani hopes.. no hopes left hv in fact.
i'm nt wad the person wants.. y? coz i cant provide the person with wad she wants.. and words that person sae nw hurts. nw i noe y i loose to them, bcoz they hv cars, they hv lotsa money. me? nth, bt foolishness.i think tt person shld be grateful to me for wad he hv nw. sucks. well, i will thanks the person one day, for makin myself a practical person which i always choose not to be one.. only money could bring happiness, or even prolonged happiness and futures. where's e true love? where i can do everithing for someone no matter wad. share my happiness and woes, ups and downs, poor or rich, healthy or sick.. i really regret knowing you.

please believe me again at 10:17 PM

Y
Monday, June 4, 2007

long fei club!

long time since i last blog.. werkin hv been such a tiring chore! bt we werk hard n play harder! so keep gooin to tt fei long club almost everi weekend..gettin bored of tt place le. bt regine still so excited over tt place bcoz of her fav dehellsix! bt my fav still gackt..nobodi is as cool as him lor!

isnt he sexyyyyyyy!

n he is so andro!!

n coooooooooollllll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he is jus so versatile...meltzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...sian duno wad to tok abt..life is so boring..maybe onli mine..haa..

Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced.-- Søren Kierkegaard

please believe me again at 1:11 AM

Y
Monday, May 7, 2007

Start Work!!!

wow..tml i'm gonna start my new job! excited? no leh.. feel sian.. nw gotta discipline myself to wake up early everidae..unlike last time..so 'eng'.. can slp as much as i can..haiz.. wad to do.. colleagues was great there..bt hope when it comes to werk..it wun be so tedious n stress! i hate stress!! gonna wear forma..haha..so uncomfortable!! n look so old! haiz..back to werkin life..9-5 job agn... dear god, pls gv me e will n power n strength to work bahz!! new job new beginning i hope too.. n dear heavenly father pls pray for regine tt her chemical peelin wld b a successful one.. hhaaha.. n bcome prettier!!! tts wads she always wan to be..a prettty butch! :P next date @ dragonfly agn ya.. ur guitarist my dancer! n mayb chris wld be prefer e uncle..lol..

please believe me again at 1:04 AM

Y
Monday, April 30, 2007

我学会不公平

走了那么远发现你不在身边
独自走过了什么自己都不了解
未来的蓝图应该有你不该只剩叹息
只是偶尔泪流不停
坚强的理由只是自己骗自己
你眼中的恐惧说什么都多余
付出的一切值不值得永远不会有答案
只有天知道我有多么爱你
一颗心属于一个人在爱情里什么算公平
爱的深也伤的深是不是罪灭了自己
一颗心属于我自己爱情里找不到公平
而当你最后选择了逃避我学会不公平
本来就不公平

please believe me again at 3:33 AM

Y
Thursday, April 26, 2007

谁曾照顾过我的感受

为了她又再勉强去谈天论爱
又再振作去慰解他人
如难复合便尽早放开
凡事看开
又再讲没有情人时还可自爱
忘掉或是为自己感慨
笑住说沉沦那些苦海
会有害
因为我坚强到利用自己的痛心
转换成爱心
抵我对她操心
已记不起我也有权利爱人
谁人曾照顾过我的感受
待我温柔吻过我伤口
能得到的安慰是失恋者得救后
很感激忠诚的狗
谁人曾介意我也不好受
为我出头碰过我的手
重生者走得的都走
谁人又为天使忧愁
甜言蜜语没有
但却有我这个好友

直到她又再告诉我重新被爱
又再看透了我的将来
完成任务后大可喝采
无谓搭台
别怪她就怪我永远难得被爱
然后自虐地赞她可爱
往日最彷徨那刻好彩
有我在

白雪公主不多
认命扮矮人的有太多个
早有六个
多我这个不多
我太好心还是太傻
未问过她有没有理我的感受
待我温柔吻过我伤口

please believe me again at 1:03 PM

Y
Wednesday, April 25, 2007

let it go..let it go

Always said I would know where to find love, Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough, But some times I just felt I could give up. But you came and changed my whole world now, I'm somewhere I've never been before. Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.

please believe me again at 11:31 AM